Florida_Jim
Chrono Cadet
Don't feel badly. I found my experiences very traumatic at first. It's funny what you get accustomed to over time!Jeez, everyone else has cool stories about the world drastically changing, and all I have to share is a few inconsistent memories and a (highly unlikely) time loop.
John Titor didn't have all the answers. He didn't build the machine that brought him here and he wasn't a scientist. Even the scientists of his 2036 didn't have all the answers. As my online friend Peter Novak pointed out, time/dimension travel was only two years old when Titor departed for his mission. This was just a guy named John. He was picked because his grandfather helped develop an old computer and John was educated as a historian. He was a soldier and was briefed on the basic physics behind the machine's design. When he offered to send an email to our past selves, he claimed that we would not experience changes because we lived on a different "worldline". He was definitely wrong on that account! Titor also mentioned theories circulating in 2036 - that memory, precognition and psychic phenomena might be attributable to living in a multiverse. He scoffed at some of the theories, which I found amusing considering his own claims! My altervus have lifted the proverbial curtain. I come from a very empathic family and when one of us was in a bad mood, the others felt it and magnified it around and around. This led me to desire logic and science as a teen. I wanted to squash the irrational with the rational. I stopped trusting my gut in favor of trusting my rationality. That was a mistake that I paid for time and again. I now trust my intuition and instincts and let them overrule my logic. Life is much easier.I've never even spoken with Titor, although I wish I could have. It would have been a very interesting conversation, and there are other questions I'd like to get answered from him.
We all have the free will that allows for bad choices. We also have built-in instincts that make life better. The buildings appearing out of thin air made it very difficult for me to dismiss things that aren't rational. As a result, I have had many experiences that could be considered paranormal. I prefer to think of them as enhanced normality. We all have the capacity to develop the skills needed to be psychic mediums, or predict the future, or experience remote viewing. You just have to drop your guard and let your intuition supersede your logic. I was fortunate enough to get a big kick-start, thanks to Titor and Zeshua. It doesn't require interaction with people from the future though. Anyone can do it with time, education and practice. That's what I believe, for what it's worth.