Is it just me?

RE: It is just you. Or at least your viral meme.

Well what can I say SonofBabylon
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you really know what your talking about. Your right, I do have a hard time explaining my thoughts to people at times, since I am by no means a scholar or a mathematician. Even if I ironically have the same birthday as William Wordsworth, expressing the inner workings of my mine in words does not come easy.

But I’m basically just a regular guy, born just 7 day’s before Natas here
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. And like him, I still have much to learn.

Being one of the youngest people experiencing this phenomenon and not really having much of a place to start, I depended more on the feelings and intuitions I would get off of it. My ability to sense trouble and know what to do is keen much like Spider-Man’s.

It’s almost never failed me
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I trust it. As one of the last few things I trust to being real and my own, is my heart.

-TTA
 
RE: It is just you. Or at least your viral meme.

NATAS,
You say you have control and a grip on reality, yet you find it necessary to taint your flesh with demonic symbols.

You say you are not being controlled, but you keep making associations to the devil and how your name and size of your head adds up to suggesting something satanic.

So excuse me if I don’t take what you said as being true and valid.

No you don’t have a grip on reality, you have lost your grip that’s the thing
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. You find no reason for “what the F#*!” as you may call it.

I think you have been controlled for a good portion of your life growing up, and you just haven’t opened your eyes yet to notice how it’s made you lose touch with those things that matter. For it’s your own inability to take responsibility and do something about it, that has been controlling you all along.

Like I said, nothings ever going to change, if that’s how you’re going to be about it.


-TTA
 
RE: It is just you. Or at least your viral meme.

Says who?
who says there demonic symbols?
thats your opinion,the artist who drew the original desighn may have a different opinion on that,and its his opinion that goes cos he fucking drew it.

You aint seen paul booths stuff,my tattoos are like sesame street in comparison: www.darkimages.com
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I dont suggest something satanic,i leave that for someone else to decide,again you come in and read it and make your own assumptions,its not what im saying,its what ive noticed in numerology,it most likely means nothing apart from the fact i noticed it.

I count the government,parents,schools,teachers and friends as manipulations when growing up,everything you see and do will determine your opinions and personality when growing up.

You dont need aliens or superior beings cos everything around you changes how you grow up and what you believe in the first place.
 
RE: It is just you. Or at least your viral meme.

NATAS,
<<I count the government,parents,schools,teachers and friends as manipulations when growing up,everything you see and do will determine your opinions and personality when growing up.
You dont need aliens or superior beings cos everything around you changes how you grow up and what you believe in the first place.>>

That’s a different subject all together. We are being instructed with full knowledge of it going on. Manipulation is the opposite of that.

-TTA
 
RE: It is just you. Or at least your viral meme.

TTA, Janus

I've spent the last month or so intentionally NOT seeing any number coincidences. I've got the only visible clock hidden behind a pack of napkins. I've only made about 4 random time checks in 3 days (monday, tuesday, wensday). Two of those random checks yielded the time 11:11. Was I looking for coincidence? No. At those moments I just happened to have a need to know the time. Did I set it up subconsciously? Maybe, but how would you explain that the clock was unkown to me to be set 3 minutes fast?

You see I didn't look at 11:11 I actually looked at 11:14 but still hit quad digits. Change the clock setting any way you like and the double digits will still be there, perhaps especially when you DON'T want them. The double digit happenings always occur when you are not looking or expecting them.

TTA, I think it is just as likely that coincidence is a sign of personal power in setteng up our own world as it is a sighn of outside forces setting us up. Don't you think that maybe we cause the double digits ourselves?
 
RE: It is just you. Or at least your viral meme.

Do you mean because we have a drive to do something about it and change what we don’t like, then yes. I am subject to my efforts being sabotaged. Like this week
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I had big plans, all conveniently altered from my intentions to prevent me from succeeding in something significant. The problem: someone else going through these experiences of sabotage and unwilling to prevent it from their end. Thus resulting in getting to me.

But looking at how this is perhaps like the edge of a coin we are on, and others are neatly in the center, we are striving for something other then that control, where we are going off the norm. Like a film has or a negative has numbers at the edge of it to indicate it’s frame of reference, could it be reality has a similar end or boarder? And the numbers are those barriers that bind us, and it’s only when we realize the bigger picture, is when we are thus subject to seeing the details of the deception and being part of their control?

These numbers could very well be of a result of many human free will efforts to resist that. Unfortunate for me, I have taken quite a beating as of late because of it and am finding it most difficult to concentrate. Only more unsettling is the fact of it’s coincidences that suggest the very thing I am fighting.

That’s all I have for now,

-TTA
 
Let's add these odds of how my day has progressed thus far, and see if the obstacles that are preventing me from achieving the desired results are merely coincidental or intentional?

1. My phone is out. I depend a lot on being able to contact certain individuals on my time off. Interesting that I would have vital information to tell them, but now having to wait. It's very rare for the phones to be down, here in So.Cal.

2. Synchronization occurred at 5:33 p.m. confirming a hypothetical I had recently been considering. Adding more to the suspicion of intentional manipulative sabotage.

3. My expected company is 1 hour late. I trust they have been trying to call to inform me of their late arrival, but as I have mentioned, my phones are down. Interesting though that it's not just me who has been hindered in their approach to reach me. Especially since last nights great self realization of a psychic gift that I have not had for months /ttiforum/images/graemlins/smile.gif, makes me wonder if my elevated good mood and heightened understanding of the future situation could benefit me and others in a way that would have great consequences for the TTA and others close to me?

Well it's a good thing I'm not paranoid /ttiforum/images/graemlins/smile.gif, cause it only adds to my resolve in the end.

-TTA
 
Follow-up on yesterday,

My phone came back on late last night, reason for it being disabled, unknown.

Heightened perspective has diminished some, but still present.

Company never showed, having to reschedule get together. Information will now become obsolete.

Sabotage or coincidence?

Knowing many of the principles behind reality, I know this was not some random act. For I have many more incidents that suggest manipulation. Smells like Time Travel to me; what say you? Anyone have a similar incident that you may be questioning it being a coincidence?

-TTA
 
Dear TTA

Did it ever occur to you that your problems might stem from the fact that you are a severely disturbed individual? No offense, some of my best friends are disturbed....usually by me ha ha ha he he ha ha ooh sorry.

No, I don't think that anyones fate is random. For one thing there is no such thing as random. You can only prove random by the laws of probability, which in turn are only a numeric way to measure uncertainty. And I am some what, practically, pretty sure of what I'm talking about here, sort of.

Frankly my good man I don't think you've seen enough bad luck in your life to recognize it if it landed on your front lawn with bio-hazard stickers all over it. Hint: bad luck is not inconvience sprinkled about by space aliens. Bad luck is where the injury is so bad that the pain seems like a silly afterthought. Complain all you like. It sure beats sitting around and waiting for some thing truely complaint worthy to happen first.

Heck I've got military jets buzzing my house on a regular basis, (even though I'm 200 miles from the nearest airport) but do I complain? Of course not, they keep the flying sausers away!
 
Shadow,
Believe me, the thought has crossed my mind. I have given it extensive thought, and I just don't feel that I have any abnormal aberrations.

In fact, I think I'm pretty good at spotting other's
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&lt;&lt;Bad luck is where the injury is so bad that the pain seems like a silly afterthought&gt;&gt;

Dare I ask what can cause pain like this /ttiforum/images/graemlins/smile.gif?

-TTA
 
TTA

&lt;&lt;&lt;Dare I ask what might cause pain like this?&gt;&gt;&gt;

A: too many things
B: you don't want to know

&lt;&lt;in fact I think I'm pretty good in spotting others&gt;&gt;&gt;

*Takes one to know one. Not to pick on you personally, but almost every one could dearly stand to crack a psychology text book once or twice. (People get played by the games they play.)

Actually either pain or injury can cause trauma, which is the big boy on the block. Trauma ranks "complaint status" but only if you are still ABLE to complain.

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