Gregory, you are not in 2043. You are in the relatively mundane 2009. You are searching for personal significance as are all these others including me. Best step forward...you never pray and give thanks just for your existence here, well do it, also ask for forgiveness, even if you don't think you have to, from our Father in Heaven and our Loving Mother here on Earth It's a rare phenomenon to have the privilege just to be here. Most of all, look at all the beautiful splendour arrayed just for us, which we miss every day, bcause we are too high in our activities to notice it. One moment taken out of our schedule to look.