Well of coarse ive got some immaturity,im a 22 year old male still into heavy metal and covered in tattoos,and am quiet obviously on the edge of "normal" (whatever that is) society.
But look at it logically: why would i be on this message board
if i didnt have an interest,why would i be here if i didnt want to challenge people and ultimatly entertain myself.
I do go to other message boards and use the internet and indeed my computer for other things,so ive gotta be honest with you and say i dont really have TIME for this,yet i still fit it in,
even though i have a stressful job,bills to pay,things to do;this needs fixing,that needs buying,i need to see/speak to so and so etc.
Yes i can admit being wrong,but i am sceptical,an open minded sceptic,agnostic is exactly that,neither religous nor atheist,technically im trying to work out what i am.
Im scientifically minded and logical,and if god exists then i feel there is a scientific reason why he would exist in the first place,rather than the view of "god made science".
Im not a scientist,im not in any proffesion,so this is like a hobby/entertainment,i entertain an interest in theological studies and science and philosophy,which is good of me really cos most people like me wont even blink an eye at any of it,or be bothered to fill one second with any of these notions.
Most people at my age are spending there time getting drunk,doing drugs etc,i however choose to fill my time with arguing science,god and reading about these things etc,is that bad really?
if i dont do it,ill get drunk and do drugs again(notice i said again) instead out of stress and boredom,or ill just play videogames more and more and shift totally away from any spiritual or intellectual reading.
You should learn to not judge a book by its cover,i am what i am yes,maybe i am immature but ive been worse,then one day i bought some books,got a computer and found i could get away from drink and drugs by filling my time learning or reading instead,
i built my own computer from reading tech manuals,i know about string theory,and read philosophy,i also have an interest in tattoos and read about the history of that.....
YET the man on the street looks at me and all he sees is a shaven headed(i prefer short hair)heavily tattooed thug.
Thats too bad cos the more i get put down the more ill just go back to my old ways,and again ill have zero interest in anything except getting drunk.
