I've taken about a half dozen online Autism tests to see if I fall into the spectrum at all. I understand these tests aren't necessarily considered professional or legit, but they all tell me that I don't fall into the spectrum, but I have autistic tendencies, above average. I was wondering if anyone else has the same issue?I have empathy and love math, but am not obsessed with numbers. If anything, I feel I have too much empathy. I can't make or maintain most friendships and most social situations make me very uncomfortable. I get stressed out when my daily routine is interrupted. Yes, even one doctor appointment can give me an anxiety attack because I can't do my usual daily stuff. Those are just a few items.
I find that I am often misunderstood. I can say hello in "real life" (aka not the internet) and half world thinks I have a hidden agenda. It's not even true. I thought I could read people, but maybe I can't...?
A therapist told me that it would be extremely obvious if I had aspbergers and that I only have tendencies.
Can anyone else relate? How has it effected your life?
Yes, I'm part alien, "well' more than part alien", but in the humanoid range and this has really affected my life.My occurrence began with the Billy Meier landings in Switzerland because their chief ambassador cosmonaut and I had common body cells that went back to a common family root in Atlantis.Her people left Atlantis and moved to a part of space which I'm not sure is the Pleiadeans. However when she came back to Earth, her fraternal twin's cells began to jive with mine.
What ended up happening is that because of the genetics biology of twins what I was, except for my sexuality had not joined with hers.This occurred in year 1982 and involved a period of death-like sleeps for about three days to where my body became more and more like her type affiliation, but me being a guy, had stayed the same.
The aftermath was ultimately confusing as I at first had seen everything through her eyes.This was also true for her fear quotient, because her level of refinement, for some reason made all humans that I had known prior to the change, seem ape-like, also similar to chimpanzee hum,ans.So this was a mess. *She' my Pleiadean sister is no longer alive.She succumbed to the effects of a falling accident at the Meier household and passed on for what I can make of it, in the early 2000 nds.
At that time I was interested in aerospace and space travel, I was trying to get on at a university, however I did not understand before the change that nuclear weapons were at all dangerous to a solar system or star formation.Later, I just chance happened to read that via worm hole apparatus that the fusion power makes this fission energy travel directly into the sun and this is not good at all for that sun.Can make it blow up and this is without warning.
This was a matter of survival for me understanding the situation that I was in and doing this very quickly.So I tried to real learn humans as well as my living situation.I succeeded, but can't say that this hasn't been a weird process.In my learning to adapt to this culture all over again, I learned to adapt two views, at one time, in one body.
In people that autistic nature, it seems to be an internal reference which forms for a type of mathematical re-count-tation, or an internal log that must re-process information that that person with autism, can self understand issues a little better.
*However and know this difference is that Asperger's Syndrome, is a situation which may be neuro-chemical by nature, that a person affect with this syndrome, cannot even self factor some social happenstance that has recently occurred to their personage.
This is like, "a so much and not more" situation, to where the caretakers want to limit stimulus, so that what ability that Asperger's person has in understanding and coping with their situation, can be understood by them, only.This is why one cannot mainstream people with Aspergers primarily because in mathematical-biological parlance, they are of a limited self factorial to environment kind of person.
This is why you isolate them, attend to them, but DO NOT, ever force a social issue, to try for them to understand that social issue, when this may be beyond them.It's just that they are incable of understand it social sensory wise.You are conversive and pleasant at times.I would venture to say that you may be either shy or autistic, but probably not of the Aspergian regime.__Know when they've had their limit they secretly blow up.Do you do this with an all out rage with your fist, or a weapon?
I would hope that quiet vacations such as to the forest, or sea side, might be to your liking.Best wishes'.. stay healthy.
