a public apology

ruthless

ruthless

Rift Surfer
i would like to publicly apologize to darby and pamela.

i sometimes let my emotions control me. i have worked hard at getting this under control.

to darby: i am sorry that i talked to you so rudely. i am sorry of accusing you of all the things i accused you of. i hope you dont hold a grudge, but i understand if you do.

to pamela: i am sorry that i was so spiteful towards you. i can be a real [censored] sometimes.

have a good day.
 
I forgive you Ruthless. I will put it all behind me and start over with you.
I understand why you came to some of your conclusions and I DO know how it looks
but all I can tell you is what I know. I have to forgive you because I have often done
the same thing to others when I got upset over some things.
 
Ruthless, its been a rough year for many of us.

I have a VERY hard time coming back to this forum,, as much as I love this place.

The memories are sometimes overwhelming.

for reasons, I care not to discuss.

Its just what it is,, ..


I dont think, that its that that important to say sorry,, at least where I stand, but I understand saying it.


Such is life.
 
To hear tell R..


"Its all about the children"...


which ,I took offense at,, at first...

not important now.

You do rememeber me right?


My wife Anna got ran over by an F150...


I thought ya would rememeber....if prompted.
 
i did remember. my mother was shot in the head. it will be the 10th year anniversary september 29th 1999.

i hold my head high because i know my mother is proud of me. i now live the life she wanted me to live. it wasnt always that way. i tried to kill myself by overdosing on every drug in the book.

when i ate 2 big bags of shrooms, i died, and went and faced god. i lost. i was in hell for ten thousand years, until i realized one thing. only if you knew...

i love you man. i pray for you all the time. i hope you dont follow the path i took. its hard. i know it is.

i have grown my hair since september 29th of last year. on september 29th, i will shave my head and give her my hair. it is my tribute to let her know i will never forget. it is my way of honoring her.
 
ruthless,

i am sorry that i talked to you so rudely.
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No problem, my friend. I know that you are passionate on some topics and at times get carried away. Don't we all? For me it's been long forgotten but I do thank you for the post.
 
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